Sorry if my intro here is a bit long, I just love talking but am horrible at summerizing! Feel free to just skim through the boring stuff! I'm really just here for the "Hi"s and "Welcome"s

So here's a little bit about me: I'm 19 and kinda shy, but once I get started I am very talkative. I write short stores and poetry. Love painting and drawing. And I really freakin' love video games!
I haven't signed up with very many forums, seeing as this is the first one I've signed myself up with, but I lurk a lot of places. I do have Facebook, Youtube, and DeviantArt accounts but I'm not all that active on them yet, except for Facebook.
Hmm......My favorite series is Kingdom Hearts, which is basically the iredecent inner lining of my very soul......uh........however.... KH forums can get a bit argumentative because of clashing opinions. But you guys seem really open minded and friendly. Plus I'm extrememly facinated by how there are so many different ways you can pick apart and decipher every aspect of NiGHTS and since it's all about your own interpretation you can't be wrong!
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Anyways, as for my NiGHTs story.....
Well, I got hooked on NiGHTS when I first played my NiD sampler disc as a kid. My Mom said that my brother and I absolutely loved playing it, but we never got the actual game. It's funny because I don't really recall overly too much about playing it but I do remember my little brother and I always arguing: me saying NiGHTS is a boy and him saying NiGHTS is a girl. Later he changed his mind and said he never thought NiGHTS was a girl. I however didn't change my mind and still refer to the Maren as 'he'.
I grew up with Sonic though, and for the longest time that was my fav series and I always got this strangely nostalgic feeling seeing NiGHTS' cameos in my fav Sonic games on the DreamCast and the more I saw the odd jester-like creature the more I loved how obscure yet recurrent he/she had become.
A few years later and I heard something about that mysterious old game with that odd purple flying character having a sequel! So I immediatly searched to see if this was a prank or not. At the time I had a fear of looking at computer images (don't know why), kinda like my fear of seeing glitches (I love finding them but seeing them creeps me out), but I just had to be sure it was real so I faced my fear and actually looked it up. And man! I got such an odd vibe seeing the screenshots. Odd but good. I can actually remember looking at the first few pics of JoD and seeing a picture of Helen running up to a treasure chest in the dark blue "Dream Gate" forest felt kinda familiar to me actually, even her look and clothes gave off such a familiar spooky nostalgic-y NiGHTS vibe, much like seeing Elliot and Claris' cards in SA's NiGHTS pinball used to give me that weird feeling (it's kinda hard to describe). But then again expressing the emotions of dreamy calm yet exilirating joy the games made me feel is quite hard to describe indeed.
I wanted to play JoD so bad, not knowing if it was just a dressed up NiD or a whole new story. So I went out and got it and was amazed (though a little put off by a few things such as the new voices among other things, but I still loved it!).
After beating the game I realized that I suddenly wanted to play the first one but it wasn't until about a year or two later, as an early bithday gift, that I got the actual full version of NiD off of ebay and loved every second of it.
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I was so happy when I found nid.com and was kinda surprised to see that there were so many dedicated fans out there since I've never even met another NiGHTS fan outside of my family before! So I really hope that you guys will accept me into your amazing community of NiGHTS lovers!
I will admit that I lurked for a long time and more recently tried to register a bunch of times, sorry about that (
