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-Chapter 2- Through Your Lifetime-


Birdsong. Singing a sad lament to the summer. Then slowly a change. With the darkening skies came another season. Soon the frost would come but for now the valley changed to tawny golden browns and honey shades of Autumn. The summer dried grass blew softly in the breeze. Reaching up for falling red leaves.

A small blue bird hopped down through a high up maze of branches to meet its companions.

Dark yellow sunbeams swept the hazy mountains. A warm glow shadowing the sprawling dreamscape. Flickering swaying shadows as the sun moved slowly behind the horizon.

Cool winter winds coming in from the west.

The lullful whisper of leaves as they left their daily standing and twirled to the brown grass like colored rain. It was getting dark now. The thick fluffy clouds turning a deep shade of lilac. Then fading to a clear powder blue highlighted by the winter moon. Spring Valley always seemed to slow down at night. Like it was waiting for something to come along. Someone to come along. To tell a story, perhaps a long tale of things gone by, things that change and why the first seed was sown.
Each day four seasons would pass like the cycle of life. And in the morning everything would be reborn into Spring. The ice would thaw, the leaves unfurl and the flowers open. With the Spring came life. And new dreams.

On a short grassy hilltop stood a tree. A sleeping giant. Not just any old tree, no. This tree was special. This ancient tree stood higher than any human built structure. Higher than even the mountains themselves. But for now, at this time of day, its secret was hidden. Instead, huge bare branches were lost in clouds and frosty mists. Three small birds settled down on the branches and snuggled deep into their warm feathers. Keeping an intent eye on angels looking like far off fireflies hovering around the landscape.

Freud, Holtz and Jung surveyed the landscape before themselves. Knowing that what they sat in was only a part of their minds. This was a dream. And this was the majesty of creation at its best.

The EngelBaum.

 

 


NiGHTS soared from the icy water leaving brightly burning trails of star vapor. His mer-like form vanishing instantly as the last of him left the lake. Just like magic, as some would say. The demons large shadowy eyes gazed to the far off horizon, deep in thought, not really all that much looking at anything around him. Besides, he'd seen it all a million times before. He knew dreams as well as anyone could. After all...

A single moonbeam shone through the thick breaking clouds making the spirits ice white skin glow in an erethral haze. Slightly startled he stopped midflight and gazed upwards. A feeling of comfort holding him as the light filtered through the snowflakes for miles around. Giving him a spotlight of sorts. Showing the world around him that he could be capable of beauty too. The spirit sighed sadly and briskly rubbed at his arms. Not feeling cold but feeling the air around him change softly. Nightmare was nearby, he could feel it approaching. Like an oncoming storm.

Looking downwards the landscape became devoid of any small lights that were floating around before. The Pians could sense it too. Light hiding in the shadows, to escape shadows, how futile he thought. His long white forked tail coiling in the snowfall. Nobody could hide anywhere in this world, no matter who you were, someone would always find you. Beings reacted to thoughts and energies here, like invisible light signatures. Some of the lesser Nightmare creatures only seen the energies and nothing else, their god had granted them with blind sight. More efficient, simpler to work to orders and no wayward dramas like this one here. NiGHTS smirked mischievously as he caught sight of the pale silvery thin moon through the clouds. It had often crossed his mind, if he were to keep on flying, upwards and upwards, would he escape this place or was the sky simply fake and just another cage? Was the moon even real? There again, did it matter in a world of make believe? What did 'real' mean in the context of a dream? The only 'real' he knew was just one big thorn in his side he could do without. Exhaling roughly and giving a childish giggle NiGHTS closed its eyes, made a short wish then broke through the cloud layer.

Now he was here. Above everything. The clouds, Nightopia, his worries, his foes. Silence.

NiGHTS recalled a time he'd done this years before, just after he'd carried through his horrible scheme and then he'd started to change. He'd panicked, ran out of Nightmare. And hell it was some light show up here. If he hadn't made it out of Nightmare in time then everyone would have seen. And all this trouble would have been much more short lived. He would be gone, his secret destroyed and whether or not Nightopia would be a safer place to fly for its inhabitants depended really on how far ahead you guessed at things. He'd be gone, Nightmare wouldn't. Nightmare was like one giant living creature now. Or maybe it was.

He shrugged awkwardly, almost embarrassed at catching himself off guard as he mistook the light shinning off his soulglass as a hope he'd turned back time. NiGHTS stared down at the empty glass jewel on his chest. Tapping it with a curious black claw. If he stared hard enough he could actually see into himself. Like he was hollow. It wasn't a very motivational thought. Being hollow and having no soul. Can spirits still have a spirit? Or is that a moot point.
"I think too much...stupid kid..."

The demon shifted serpent like in flight to a higher standing. The air becoming colder. Parts of his form changing and twirling out like black smoke as stars fell.

Looking far below his new landscape was purely a carpet of pale blue moonlit clouds. Just him, the thoughts of a maniac, the stars and the crescent moon. He bowed gracefully to the moon and smiled sadly. If Wizeman wouldn't look over him in a respectful way, if everyone was out to run away from him and mess with his paranoia then perhaps the moon was the only reliable thing in this place. His guardian of sorts. Where Marens were drawn to light i guess this was only natural for him of all people. Like a moth to a flame, it was his last sanctuary.

"La Luna..." NiGHTS whispered softly. Bewitching voice sliding into the breeze. Yes, the moon was his sanctuary, his spirit. Or least a makeshift one. The only thing that had a connection with the waking world. Sometimes Nightmares fabric would warp it but everyone gazed upon the same moon, sun and stars regardless of what world they came from. Awake, asleep, daydreaming, parsnip. It was all part of , well, that was another one of the demons bigger looming problems that he hadn't even touched on tonight. That was a worry for another day. Just for once he'd like to be carefree. Truly carefree. To be able to kick his heels to the wind and say that nothing of a cataclysmic proportion was out to get him down. The pale glow cast sharp blue shadows across his tall figure. His hands trailing the breeze like dark razor blades. The shrill wind whistling underneath his covered horns as he stood stationary in midair looking at the unfurling land below him. Slowly the giant clouds thinned out revealing mountain peaks and dark deep lakes of ice water. Giant pine trees looking like nothing more than matchsticks. Snowfall so blurred it resembled only a hazy mist.

It was always so pretty here...

Looking to the land below he could see the light of a single tiny bright halo slowly making its way across the snowy landscape. This was a Nightopian. A Pian. A creature of light native to Nightopia. Pians were a bit of a mystery. Some claimed they were wandering spirits, some said they were throwbacks from the big sleep after the Guardians had been sealed away, some speculated that Pians were dead dreamers who had died of natural causes. Well whatever their origin their existence here was essential and devoted to watching over the sleeping humans and preventing nightmares; which was becoming increasingly harder these days. Wizeman's followers regularly terrorized the land of good dreams. Killing, eating, abducting and sacrificing the inhabitants. Pians to some of the Dreamrealms creatures were merely a self sustaining food source. Or sport. NiGHTS had killed more Pians than he could remember. And now he was stuck fighting his own denials.

And then there was the dreamers. Mostly humans.

As the years went by, all rather too slowly for his liking, he watched blankly as the Marens attacked, corrupted, tortured and seduced the humans. It had become a very bland and sickening thing to him. You can only really kill people so many times before it all just turns into one big mess of overdue bad karma. And he was most certainly getting this 'bad' karma a lot lately. As for what was worse, killing someone with your own two hands or ordering others to do your dirty work for you, it was hard to say. Marens were despicable. So animalistic. So disgusting and sneaky yet lethal and dangerously intelligent. Nightmarens... hmm..

Sometimes they would kill the humans in their sleep.

Adults, children. Anyone really.

Killing dreamers was frowned upon as it was a waste of dream energy. Ideya. The way things ran in this place, this plan of Wizeman's was all very scheduled. Scare the humans, make their lives a living misery, get at all their weak points, exploit their fears, but only kill them while sleeping as a last resort. Kill them while waking fine, kill them by driving them out of their minds and taking their own lives. Bring them close to death even. But no playing lucid chopchop with wake dreamers for fun.

But there again, NiGHTS was a pretty bad example in that area. In the past he'd been prone to showing off. Flaunting his powers to anything that moved for a reaction and feared respect. He was probably the only one who could get away with it. He was Wizeman's prized possession afterall. So -what- if a few human shells went missing? nobody would care here...
no..No not shells. He depended on Ideya. He needed humans. Or at least now he did. That's why he was in this mess. Humans were more like batteries to be technical. Damn it was - frustrating!

NiGHTS slightly growled to himself, his catlike eyes following the small light below.

The thought of having to lower his superiority and breed to that of a weak human child. To rely on something he couldn't generate himself...

Pathetic.

Humans. The unlucky ones, they would endure the eternal nightmare of never being able to wake up again, trapped in their minds. No escape. But for every Ideya that Wizeman could claim his own, gifted to him, Nightmare would grow that little bit more stronger. Until one day it would be as strong as the so called 'real world' the Waking. Then Wizeman's plans would really go into motion. The result of this continual destruction was beginning to show on the beautiful realm of Nightopia. Some of the normally scenic landscapes were beginning to fray at the edges, have misplaced objects or landmarks and look very like the Nightmare world. It was hard for the Pians to prevent nightmares when clueless dreamers were wandering around brokendown dangerous landscapes getting themselves into more trouble than usual. It wouldn't be the first world to fall to Wizeman. And besides, the human world was becoming a place of destructive stress, crime and pollution. Nightmare was becoming stronger there too without even having made a move yet. The evil of Wizeman was steadily and subtly growing. Eating away at human ignorance and their forgotten respect for their 'dreams'.
"Don't worry honey it was only a dream....

The demon mimicked a feminine human voice perfectly, almost hissing out the words in disgust. He shook his head and grumbled.
"A dream that is slowly killing you, your family and everyone you waste that precious emotion on. Silly blind shells."

Here, in this world of so called happy dreams, things were coming to an end. Something big had to change. The way things were going NiGHTS would be better just to conform, do his best to pretend, keep his head down. Do as he was ordered. Forget any hope or purity that the light lied about. Be that hollow murderer, stand in line and vow to crush traitors and weaklings. To be a twisted duplicate like the rest of them. "Well here i am... a traitor.. me."

The prince of Nightmare winced at the hard irony.

Isn't life a funny old thing.

 

 


"Traitors, brother, make me sick. Traitors in any line of defense should be dealt with immediately. For any human weakness is a flaw in itself. But us, we, Wizeman made us invincible. So traitors aren't even a possibility here in Nightmare. You see... to be a traitor would be to doubt the designs of our Lord himself. So for that very reason i have complete faith in Nightmare succeeding. We have no failure." Brooding eyes caught the deep purple casts of stainglass patterning.
"Very true...i see, but what if a flaw evolved in our species. You know what happenz to the Mepians. We grow, we reach further and we change. I think father should keep our race clean without watering it down with disgusting worthless lower creatures. Look at usss, we are perfection.... I have no time for theze second rate minions, i could do a better job alone if father would LET me..." The rough voice echoed down the enormous darkened cathedral.
"Reala... 'alone' does not cut it here. Understand.. you wouldn't do a bad job but there's a reason that Wizeman holds us back in our actions. You shouldn't question him. Let time take it's course and work with the others. True strength lies in numbers and that is why the Nightopians are a dying breed. We Marens have logic and motives, goals. Nightopia on the other hand has nothing but a scattering of brainless creatures who are 'alone' and look where that got them."
"Every foolproof plan has a flaw.. i am only preparing myself for it. I am no traitor and i am no weakling. Yet i find myself asking questionsss because for us to fail even once would be impossible. I have to question the possibility of failure. It iz in my nature just as you remain the optimist NiGHTS.... Although.. you do seem to be unusually ...enthusiastic... about our recent progress. One might even say ... hopeful. You seem... different, pardon me saying so... am i wrong?" The sly voice hissed from the shadows running razor sharp golden claws across the once empty but now brightly glowing red crystal. It flickered randomly like a dying lamp. Flaring out as NiGHTS jumped to his feet in the red lit darkness, pushing his hand away and screaming with rage.
"REALA I THINK YOU'VE SAID ENOUGH. PLEASE LEAVE."

Silence.

Then a voice twisting around the throne room pillar, mockingly in the dark.

"Oh come now sister... i won't tell if you wontttt..."
"REALA! GET OUT NOW. Get out- or Wizeman will know everything that has gone here today. I'm sure he'd LOVE to hear of your insecurities in his leadership."
"I'm quite certain our master would far prefer to hear the quaint story of what hiz little plaything is hiding away... i mean 'Any human weaknessss is a flaw in itself'. I cannot question the propaganda of the one who created it afterall." the demon laughed, shifting around in the shadows unseen.
NiGHTS covered his chest crystal with his long white sleeve and hissed into the darkness. His purple eyes glowing in anger.
"What i have created is none of your business Reality. Now leave befor-
"Before you what? Before you degrade our race any further by crying those fake human tearz! I'VE SEEN YOU NiGHTS. You think you are being so damned smart and clever but we all know. We ALL know. And furthermore -i- know you're up to something that could ruin everyone's planssss."
"What i am doing is for the GOOD of Nightmare Reala! I want to give Wizeman no reason to fail. You and your ridiculous worries about things that haven't even come to pass! You should learn to trust your SUPERIORS more little brother. And learn to watch your lying spiteful mouth before i tear it out!"

Huge black wings fanned out from either side of the throne behind NiGHTS, blocking off the only eerie light filtering through the huge circular window.

All that was heard was the heavy angry breathing of NiGHTS as his entire form wrapped around the interior of the cathedral.

Reala's stark blue eyes cut through the darkness and stared close to NiGHTS's face. Hissing softly before vanishing into the shadows.

"Just remember... we're watching you....traitor"

 

 


"Again... i think too much" the dream demon stated flatly to itself.

Thinking back now, it amazed him that still out of all the chances and personal wars he had with the other Marens, nobody had spoken a word to Wizeman. All those fights with Reala and the other higher level Marens, and still he was unharmed. Sure he'd been threatened and attacked but the threats always seemed pretty empty. Did Wizeman know? What exactly was stalling him from coming down on his shoulders with his usual brand of discipline?...

NiGHTS was literally kept in the dark.

The devil stared at the moon with a look of slight insanity in his eyes. His mind wandered again. Things had been hard lately. There was only so long he could go for before just going crazy and losing it completely. Back there, when he'd tried to drown himself, that was, he had thought, the point of snapping, but somehow he always managed to pick himself up and keep on moving. A stray strand of blonde hair hung icily from underneath his hat. His clothes didn't have to still be soaked with lake water, but he didn't have the right attention span to care about his appearance much right now. To have so many years of self control, to have a safety net.. and then to have nothing. Nothing but this noise inside his head. Feelings and emotions he couldn't respond to or cast aside. The worst one was the guilt.
Now he was forever losing grip and acting out of character. He hated himself so much, he hated the past so much. He hated Wizeman. Maybe... maybe if he could find the child again it would all be fine. Everything would go back to normal and he could make some brilliant excuse for bailing again. But things were more complicated this time...

NiGHTS had really thrown a spanner in Wizeman's masterplan this time. A permanent one.

Now there's nothing quite as disgraceful as a Maren who helps save a human dreamer's life.

One of the reasons NiGHTS was on the run?

Lets just say NiGHTS had saved a few million peoples lives recently.

The entire waking realm in just one action.

And Wizeman hadn't noticed yet.


The demon grinned awkwardly, not quite sure if it should be proud of itself.
"Ooops.."
Well not saved for definite, but saved in -theory-. To be honest NiGHTS had no idea if what he had done had been successful because he had to leave the area pretty damn quickly. But if there was any good in the world.. it would have worked. "It BETTER have worked" he mumbled to his own thoughts. His not very well thought out sabotage would take a few more days to rear its head anyway. So until then he had to lie low, avoid Nightmare and deny all knowledge of it ever having anything to do with him. For he had made a choice.

And that choice was to be himself. To be free.

 

 

"Staring up at burning houses and screams, happily waving. Hooking your claws into the flesh of another and shredding them into pieces like nothing but scrap paper. Being able to taste fear in a terror filled kiss. Fleeing victims covered in perverse shadows, crawling on all fours like animals. Desperate for any help. Humiliating your worst enemy in the sickest way you can. With any luck they'd vomit from fear in their sleep and choke to death. Innocent people had the best kind of screams. Watching the look of sublime horror dawn on someone's face as you slaughter their loved ones right in front of their very eyes. Trapping them in places they hate. Listening to them beg. Laughing as you prolong their pain for that bit longer after they wake so they'd screw up their entire shitty day in reality. Their 'safe' place. Safe as safe can be of course. Have to take 'pills'. Look for cures. Frustration was a sweet sweet thing. Feeling a person go limp and breathless in your hands. The thrill of the chase. The adrenaline coursing through your black as hell veins. This was the ultimate rush. Fear. Feed from it. Relish it. Live for it."

A tall dark man looked down at his bleeding victim on the floor and leant over him, the tang of sweat hanging in the air. This cowering human was supposed to be some real bigshot in the waking. Such a bigshot he'd piss his pants from fear when given a little taste of a bad dream. Okay so maybe the dead bodies of his entire extended family nailed to the walls was a bit overkill but hey he found it funny and creative at the time. You could get some awesome blood spray when humans panicked more. NiGHTS laughed coyly and licked the dark blood from the blade he held in his gloved hand.
"Stupid human toy" he spat, throwing the weapon to the floor, intentionally by accident embedding in another body. "Oops my bad." He shrugged and slowly changed back into his Nightmaren form. Growing taller and thinner, his eyes still as cold, the stare still remaining, but much more intense. Long pointed horns materializing from the sides of his head, covered in what looked like purple and black striped silk fabric. His skin turning a bright glowing powder white. Sharp black claws growing from the end of icy white glittering fingers. Evil purple eyes now smirking.

A bright white star fell to the dark stained floorboards.

The dying man on the floor screamed in confusion at the sight of the 'monster' before him.
"Wh-what WHAT ARE YOU!?" he shrieked up at the weird horned creature flexing its claws.
"I'd say i'm your worst Nightmare human, but that is definitely more of a cliched Reala line. Lets think ..... what am i?"
"You.. OH MY GOD! YOU'RE NOT HUMAN!!!" NiGHTS paused at this remark and cast a steely sarcastic glare.
"And i thank myself EVERY morning- "
The snooty prince of Nightmare rolled his eyes in annoyance before decapitating the dreamer in one swift slice of his claws.

Bored the purple demon sat on the disembodied head and sighed shortly as he looked to the ceiling. Noting a smoldering cigar stub on the floor the Maren ground it out distastefully with his cloven foot. A simple nod of his head and the ceiling vanished into swirls of smoke and sliding colors. Returning to the brushy dead grass that now replaced the human worlds floor. "Right guys hurry it up, move out, you all know you've got to be somewhere..."
"It was an honor to work with you Sir. I especially liked it when y-"
"I said hurry up. Today is a busy day. I have no time for idle chatter." Spat NiGHTS at the lower ranking Maren who now backed off and whisped into the shadows. One by one the 'victims' in the former nightmare returned to their true identities and walked off leaving the Maren Prince behind with his thoughts.

NiGHTS watched unimpressed, changing the nightmare surroundings back to the Babel wastelands. It wasn't necessary for him to go out and join the others, there were lower types for that, but sometimes he just liked the thrill of the hunt. There was nothing worse than being cooped up on a nice day. Well as nice as a day could get here in this arid warped wasteland. He looked down between his legs at the still blood gurgling human, its horrid little eyes darting around confused.
"Just thank whatever god you pray to that you don't have enough of a brain OR imagination to dream lucidly. Fool. Go back to your boring little self important life. Nightnight."

The remains of the corpse vanished.


"The fright and screams of a child as you crawl from underneath their bed. The amusement of giving them paranoia you're hiding in their closet. The parents becoming frustrated with their stupid child's sleeping terrors. Installing nightlights. Not caring. STILL terrifying them just as they start to doze off. Seeing things, shadows at the corner of their eyes. Noises in the walls. Hands grabbing at their cold feet. Making things out of perspective. Making them hallucinate. Grinning as they yell out and near suffocate themselves under the covers howling for their mommies. Scared little spineless brats. Scared before they even START sleeping. Children are so much more fun to bother as they serve as far wider receptacles for imagination. Abandoning them in the middle of a city they don't know. Gluing them to the centre of a busy highway. Dragging them by the hair towards a pack of deformed drooling wolf creatures you created yesterday for a joke. Seeing how much cake you can watch little Timmy stuff his fat face with before you calmly state its drenched in poison or something equally unpleasant. Tying them into their family car and pushing them off a cliff. Watching dearest Amy be eaten by a stone wall with teeth, you were quite proud of that one. Tearing after them, biting at their heels, casting the worst shadows and making the loudest most hellish noises. It's all about being inventive. Classy."

Three school corridors later and NiGHTS was beginning to get irritated at the child who was starting to turn this nightmare into a hide and seek game. His long scaly tail wound around the staircase pillar and he rested his snakelike cobra head on the stair railing.
"I'm starting to loooooose my paaaaaaatience." He called tunefully. Long purple striped tongue flicking out in a fork. And in nothing but the blink of a human eye he was gone. Just the remnants of white sparks fizzling out on the floortiles.

Two rooms away a little girl called stacy giggled as she hid in a closet, peeking through the slats.
"Heeheehee! I'm not SCARED of snakes! I'm not scared of ANYTHING!"
NiGHTS appeared in his normal Maren form in the room looking agitated but thoughtful. He liked a challenge. Finding a fear was the fun part of exploiting human terror. He stood infront of the window so only a black silhouette of his body cast across the room.
"Not even spiders? All little girls are afraid of spiders Stacy... that's your name isn't it?"
"Nope spiders are just fuzzy and cute. Nothing scares me!"
"Not your mother going away and never coming back?"
"Nope i hate my parents, they never buy me the games i want. It's not fair! I hope they DO die."
The demon raised an eyebrow at the child's remark. Spoilt little bitch.
"Not even monsters? Monsters like me?" he smiled as the words passed his lips.
"Nope, you're just a dream and you can't hurt me see."
NiGHTS' ears perked and he grinned viciously. Leaning down towards the doors quickly. Ignoring the slight pain in his head.

"Oh ho oh! On the contrary my dear fearless little Stacy. You see, you would appear to be experiencing what the grownups call- lucid dreaming."
"Loosid dreaming whuh? What does that mean?"

NiGHTS paused and stared scarily through the door panels into the darkness. Straight into her soul.
He stood up and slowly opened the closet door. The girl started to sob from the feeling that suddenly radiated in the room. Hugging her ugly plastic doll tighter she leaned deeper into the back of the closet.
He looked down to the stammering child. Then smiled- a sickly sweet smile.

".... it means you should start screaming.."

NiGHTS brushed off his hands as the realm changed back to Babel. Another job well done. Nobody would notice some dead gutted little brat. Especially not Wizeman. Not that there was much evidence anymore. The demon wiped a blood smear from his mouth and exhaled happily. He whistled and flew off all while thinking it was pretty funny the way she'd struggled when she realised she couldn't wake up.

"The primal fear of a person as they realise they're being pursued. The fast choppy way their footsteps fall before they break out into some halfwitted excuse for running. Only to find they can't run anymore. Or even better they can keep running all they want but nothing moves. That is- funny. The look of utter stupidity like it's something new. They yell out expecting someone to save them from their personal demons. But no one comes. You get real close, hiss in their ear, tell them you're the reason that they should have drank that coffee before falling asleep at the keyboard. Then you do what you have to do.
And in the morning when they get all wound up about having sex with someone they know at work they fall for the amusing symbolic bullshit of 'New opportunities!' or 'You have fears for a person you love'. Maybe so, but in the little-big world of Nightmare the only symbolism we fare by is Fish in a barrel. Freud would have been so proud. And the best part is they become lustful for more. It's 'just a dream' afterall. Then a few weeks later they split up with their pathetic human partner after noticing the sex is lousy. It's sick, it's wrong, it's what happens in dreams when people don't believe its real. Their loss, our gain. We breed nothing but fears. The Mare."

Life is good.

 

 

NiGHTS blinked softly as he realised he was letting his mind wander again. A cold tear ran from his eye as his memories faded to nothing but memories again.

Tired he wiped the salt water from his cheek and stared at the water on his purewhite skin. His fingers were so long and bony.

He.. he never used to be able to cry. It was something he still couldn't get used to. A human thing. And now it was cursed to him like some kind of parasite.

Humans. Such strange creatures. He would steal their appearances in dreams. Act with their mannerisms at times. Speak parts of 'their' languages but...there was different types of 'humans'. And every night when they crossed that line between dream and reality their memories would be falsely implanted. Scrambled. The lucky few could somehow fight having their dream recollection messed with, but most humans didn't care that much about dreams to care. So lazy and naive
In a place not far from here a giant living machine was feeding them lies. Nightmare had gained control of it. Hacking into its original purpose. And now it served as a memory scrambler. Sometimes taking entire experiences away from dreamers. So they could never remember. Never return. Never realise the truth.

"I can't remember my dreams. I don't dream." NiGHTS quoted in a child's voice. He often wished he could be the one to give everyone that wakeup call. But that's almost impossible when you've been reduced to a fictional dream character. Even moreso now. Now he'd sealed the gates....

Waving a solemn goodbye to the moon NiGHTS turned heel and paused to fly east.
"Thankyou for your company Di-di... i may never see you again. Farewell."

And with that he swooped off leaving a bright trail of stars in the sky.


Card 0 The Fool

The Fool is the unnumbered card and, like the joker in a conventional pack of cards, can occur anywhere, and even replace any of the other cards.
The Fool is the spirit of chaos, of the unexpected. It is also a card of innocence and the simple joy of living.
Astrologically the card is governed by the Airy element, which makes it as free as the wind. Also, the planet Uranus, which is considered the most eccentric of the planets, ensures that the card is quite lawless, original and inventive.


NiGHTS had flown in an almost perfect line for over an hour now. He wasn't sure that where he was headed had any real purpose but he just had a feeling that this was a good direction in which to fly. Sometimes the wind would take him to such glorious places he didn't even have to bother thinking about directions. And to be honest directions in this place meant little anyway. If you concentrated on directions they'd matter, distance would happen. If you disregarded directions you'd either get there quicker or end up completely lost. NiGHTS smiled slightly. Not that HE'D ever been lost before... of course.

Stretching his arms out comfortably he lowered his height slightly. Passing gently through a thinner cloud layer. Feeling a chilly mist brush his face. A brisk gust of wind from the right sent him swooping into a thick cloud bank. Damn clouds. Playfully he waved his arms around a bit, it wouldn't make a difference but at least he'd be able to tell if he was about fly into a mountain. Not that he'd ever done that before either. The demon coughed.

His senses in this place weren't as fine tuned as they were in Nightmare. Things here were done differently. NiGHTS looked warily from side to side as the thick clouds closed in around him making it completely impossible to tell if he was flying up, down, left or right. The purple devil slowed down. The star trail behind him lighting the mists into shades of blue. Then he stopped altogether. Motioning to fly upwards and out of the mire he paused, sensing something on the air... something was coming nearer. NiGHTS turned around in midair, listening carefully to the sounds around him. The winds below his feet. The far off echo of water running. No that wasn't it.. it was-

"-ssssscheißeEINALPTRAUM!!!-" a sharp thump hit NiGHTS square in the back of the head making him near fall out the sky. Angrily he turned around, grabbing the small creature in the clouds before he could even visibly see what it was.
"WHAT- have we- HERE?" the demon growled agitatedly. His grip growing tighter.
The creature let out a high pitched shriek struggling between his fingers. A flurry of small feathers fell from his clenched fist.
"Don't eat me, don't eat me!!! PLEASE! Don-t.. HEY it's YOU!? NiGHTS let go of me, look! It's ME."
NiGHTS paused and calmed down a little, seeing the flapping blue feathery body of a small bird in his claws.
"J..Jung?" NiGHTS frowned unsure.
"Genius, now let me go- please."

NiGHTS opened his hand embarrassed and let the small bird fly out. It flapped off shakily into the clouds for a moment then flew back into vision, eye level with NiGHTS startling him slightly. He lowered his eyes, grimacing slightly, rather than show pity or the fact he was going crosseyed.

"Ah! I'm sorry, i didn't mean to, uh lash out like that, it's just-"
"Hmm- let me guess, your mind was somewhere else, Wizeman wants your scrawny hide, Nightmare is in chaos and-"
"...it's all my fault.."
"So i thought right."
"Mmm" NiGHTS mumbled glumly like a child being told off.
"I can only guess what kind of trouble you've got yourself into this time child, dare i ask?" the bird questioned, trying to fly on the spot.
"I've made father mad again...-
"And?"
"- but i cant go back this time. I've done something i can't ... i can't change."
"Oh.. i see.. so it's true... you actually done it then..."
"You know what i've done?"
"No not exactly but there's been talk amongst the others..."
"Talk?" NiGHTS offered out his arm for the bird to perch on.
"Yes talk." Jung landed softly on the smooth white satiny material. His little beady eyes blinked as he looked up to NiGHTS. If birds could frown in concern then this little talking bluebird would be doing so right now. NiGHTS tried to steady himself in the blustery winds.
"Why does everyone always know what i'm up to?"

The bird glanced confusedly at its dark reflection in the seethrough gem on NiGHTS' chest.

"Well my dear Maren, your master isn't the only one in this world who has a sharp eye on the details. Rumors spread. News gets around. People speculate. And lets face it... you're HARDLY subtle."
NiGHTS offended withdrew his arm sending the bird dropping into the wind. Angrily it flew up to eye level again. NiGHTS reached out his claws menacingly for it, half taunting.
"So while i'm running for my life everyone just sits here and ... 'speculates'? You Nightopian's sure are caring."
"NiGHTS NiGHTS, you forget dear boy, we owe you nothing. If your current situation had involved... other factors then maybe we would have stepped in, but as things look right now- you're out of luck."

NiGHTS looked down at his empty chest crystal a sudden pain in his heart. Tears welling in his angry eyes.

"Well FINE. I didn't WANT your help ANYWAY. All you people cared about was what i held inside me! You think i couldn't see through your fake intentions and worries? SURE she's gone okay? The child is GONE. But you don- you don't understand. Something is HAPPENING to me and it won't go away."
"Ahh so the other rumors were true too i see. Interesting."
"SHUT UP. You- you just don't get it. I can't get it out of me. These feelings .. they wont go away.... When i killed the child it was all supposed to have stopp-
"You killed her?"
"Yes! Hah! I killed her! Happy now?" the demon smiled tearfully.
"You used to be GOOD at lying Night. Don't give me that selfish pack of lies- she left YOU. You didn't lay a finger on the girl."
"LIES! SHE IS DEAD!"
"If she was -dead- then you wouldn't know what tears were NiGHTS." stated the bird bluntly. NiGHTS paused in half bemusement, half grief and wiped the water from under his eyes. "Those tears are -stolen- NiGHTS"
"No!" NiGHTS shook his head feeling the paranoia and the panic start to set in. He held his head, turning with the immediate thought to fly off and make a run for it.

If anything hurt, it was the truth. 'Reality'.

"You were not created to feel human emotion. You were created to tear it from the people it rightfully belongs to."
"I... damn you.. I'm"
"Go on... say it demon."
"No i-"
"Say what you know is already a lie- go ON- we're ALL waiting for you to admit it NiGHTS..."
"No! I... i'm a Nightmaren... i'm a person TOO."

The bird laughed as it flew off into the clouds. Its voice fading into the howl of the winds.

"Ahahaha- you really ARE Card 0 NiGHTS...."

Frustration.

"I .. i'm a person too...." he whined bitterly. Lashing out and slicing into nothing but cloud.

Stupid Nightopians. All of them stupid. None of them cared what happened to HIM. Ungrateful little-

NiGHTS froze again

That... that feeling from earlier. Of something coming closer. It was still there and growing. At first he had thought it to have just been Jung but no.. this was..

What was.. that.. that noi-

An almighty thump knocked NiGHTS from the sky, latching onto his face like some ton-weight facehugger.

"WHAT TH-" he shrieked, words muffled by the sudden lack of air.

"HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" a terrified voice yelled- right into his ear. This would have been fine if Marens didn't already have highly acute hearing.

NiGHTS swore madly as he lost control, plowing through the icy clouds

"GO! PLEASE G-" NiGHTS plummeted downwards through the clouds screaming with the other louder screaming creature hanging off his head. Blocking off any view he already had he flapped around in a confused freefall trying to regain his balance. As he dropped a sudden familiar presence grew closer at his heels, his own kind. NiGHTS' eyes grew wider in fear, this was it, this was Wizeman sending out a re- "Nyiiiiii! Get your finger out of my EYE!" NiGHTS squawked grabbing at his face.

The chattering of the Marens growing louder like some giant black swarm of insects.

"H-HELP! H-" the panicking ambusher wailed in a foreign tongue. Begging for his life while trying to cling to the falling Maren prince.

NiGHTS cringed in some sort of auto reaction as he realised the creature was human. Human. Yuck.

Pushing the frantic human to his back he shook his head and hissed menacingly knowing that he didn't have much of a choice but to keep flying d-

"Y..YOU?!" A high pitched yet grating female voice flew into his hearing. NiGHTS quickly turned as long tendrils of black spiraling shadows created a tunnel of darkness in the speeding clouds. A pair of darting bright blue eyes with neon red eyeliner stared at him in the twisting smoky darkness. NiGHTS looked across to the spinning confused Maren. The other slower minions in the group lagged behind the female. Blocking out the light.
"Sho -Shodow."
"Sir.. we... YOU HAVE ORDERS TO RETURN TO NIGHTMARE!" she screamed eccentrically pointing a long talon in between his eyes. The human on NiGHTS' back wailed, ducking behind NiGHTS collar as he held onto his horns. Long black tendrils wrapped around the humans right arm as they fell. The man screamed trying to shake them off without losing his grip on NiGHTS. Sharp things swiped at his bare feet. Just out of reach. Falling too fast.
"Tell father i'm not coming home." NiGHTS stated darkly. A look of uncertainty in his eyes.

The attacking murder of Maren almost ground to a halt mid flight as they heard the older demon's words. A jumbled whisper of gasps and astonishment.

"Wait wait wait WHAAAAAAT?!" the multicolored shadow Maren yelled in horror flying back a little. Her neon green hair thundering upwards in the high winds. A look of utter bewilderment on her painted face. "You can't NOT go BACK! Th- the WHAT ABOUT WIZEMAN?"
"I don't CARE ANYLONGER Shodow! Now leave me alone! Go tell him I'm not going back." yelled NiGHTS getting gradually angrier. Swiping at the shadows tied to the man with his claws. Like torn ribbons they flew upwards returning to the swirling mass of the other Maren. Seeing this action she growled. Scowling across at her leader.
"Reala was RIGHT! I normally don't listen to a WORD that idiot has to say but YOU i cant believe YOU- just- WHAT ARE YOU DOING NiGHTS!?" she screamed in his face, spittle flying. Fangs bared. NiGHTS cut her a scathing glare and flew faster out of her reach."NiGHTS! GET BACK HERE! NOWWW!"


The man hanging on for dear life to NiGHTS' back peered over his shoulder looking through the space where the demons neck should have been, confused.

"You- you not go back there with them? Are you- you not go back right?" he stuttered in broken English looking upwards as the oncoming shadows advanced through the clouds.
"No human i NOT go back there. No way in hell i'm going back there." he drawled, irritatedly swerving past a stray looking cute Pian on his way down.
"Good- good yes! Thing you save me! YES!" whooped the man slapping him on the back, nearly falling off. Grabbing hold again. Watching in a half sort of awe as a bent out of shape dull Pian halo fell past them heavily like a falling coin into the clouds below. Damn Marens.
"No Dreamer i've not saved you YET.

HOLD ON." grimaced NiGHTS taking a sudden swerve to the left. The upward cries of the Marens echoed as they adjusted their flight path. The G-Force becoming almost unbearable for the human as the demon dived through icy winds hitting zero gravity. Then another left, then a right, then a stomach churning drop.

And still the Marens followed.

"The monsters-" he spluttered, the air blasting his words. "Why they chase us- what we do?"
NiGHTS found himself actually having to question this for a second.
"Lets just say i've caused them some trouble. You however i have NO idea. You're a Wake dreamer right? You can see me as i am?" he questioned fast, glancing over his shoulder for an answer.
"I see monster yes!"
"Thanks." NiGHTS hissed sarcastically through his teeth.
"I see light! Beside you- there is light- many light!" the man pronounced steadily, thinking how to phrase his words. His long black fringe blowing in his face.

NiGHTS paused in thought his eyes growing wider. Like all the noise around him had faded to a small whisper.

-He .. he's a GEN...-

The rush of wind returned, along with the painful scrabble of claws and teeth thundering into them from above.

"ARGH! DAMN! THEY'VE SPLIT UP!"
"MY LEG THEY HAVE MY LEG!" Shrieked the man kicking franticly at the shadows binding his body. It stung sharply like nettles and jellyfish on his flesh.
"COMEON! WE HAVE TO GO DOWN! HOLD ON AS TIGHT AS YOU CAN!" NiGHTS screamed, battling off minions left right and center. The man scrunched up his eyes tightly and nodded in terrified complete agreement, the sudden force of NiGHTS' acceleration snapping any painful shadowy coils hooked to his legs like fishing lines. A distant angry screech echoed through the thick clouds.

Down and down and down and D-

Suddenly they hit something hard, a tremendous crash as NiGHTS smashed through what sounded like brittle icy twigs.

Branches flying and splintering as the demon weaved as good as he could in between the arms of a gigantic tree, going down as fast as he could. The clouds now thinning to a cold mist.

The human screaming like he was stuck on some killer rollercoaster. Giant tree branches whizzing just inches away from his skull. Feeling like he was about to throw up.

Icicles spearing downwards as the sudden rush of air shook them from their holdings. NiGHTS winced as he was pelted with sharp flying ice and tree bark. His hat snagging on tree branches, being torn to shreds.

Then- LIGHT.

NiGHTS taken by surprise and blinded, lost his concentration and slammed headfirst into a huge tree branch. The human was sent flying in the opposite direction, crashing through smaller branches, trying to stop himself hitting the ground, wherever it was, at some painful speed.
The demon continued to fall through the tree heavily, bouncing off the arms like a ragdoll, taking a final look upwards as the large swarm of Marens burst through the cloud layer like some heavenly apocalypse descending upon Nightopia.

Spring Valley thundered as the sun rose over the mountains.

 


All over the tree leaves began to unfurl from tiny silver buds, blossoming out into huge leafy green clouds. The human dreamer yelled out in surprise as a giant golden branch groaned, reached out and easily caught him in a soft bow of greenery.

"Whuh?!..Jumoku?..." the Japanese man scrabbled about, looking around himself in wonder. Ducking he wailed as another branch swung low over his head, growing into a thick shelter, protecting him from harm.

Shoving his head through the branches surrounding him he stared downwards. "H-hello?!"

A translucent cage of emerald green foliage cloaked the once barren tree, a growing carpet of vines and petals. The bright orange morning rays of sun shone through the leaves casting a myriad of colors. Then one by one brightly glowing orbs of crystal light bloomed like a fairytale christmas tree. Ideya.

Thousands of Ideya.

As the sun filled the high valley the frost and snow was replaced with green dewy grasses, snowdrops and all manners of blossoming flowers. Like a veil of darkness was being lifted from the world.

Startled by the light the attacking Marens started to slow down. Confused as to where so much Ideya had suddenly appeared from.

Shodow glanced behind herself, screeching at the subdued Marens.
"WHAT ARE YOU IDIOTS WAITING FOR!? WE ALMOST HAVE THEM! KEEP GOING! MOVE IT-MOVE IT-MOOOOVE ITTT!"

Her hair blew around wildly as the remains of the group stormed past her, twisting through the branches like angry wasps.

This was Shodow's first time leading a real group of Maren and there was no way in hell she was going to have it ruined by some stupid dreamer and a demon with a personality crisis. Watching her troop move forwards she moved higher and stood safely in the branches, looking down to where NiGHTS had fallen as the group disappeared into the leaves after him.

A cool morning air whisped through the tree.

The Maren jumped in surprise as a small orb sprouted close to her head. Moving back slightly she looked up at the light in fascinated awe. It appeared colorless at first until it grew just a little larger, then glittering in deep aqua hues. The core of the light burning like a bright glassy star. Shodow stared transfixed. "Oooooh pretttty..."

NiGHTS tumbled to the ground, flopping limply from the last few branches and landed flat on his back with a heavy thump.

Wearily he opened his eyes and wheezed. Pale flaxen blonde hair strewn around him covering the grass with sparkles. He had narrowly missed landing on top of some large melting icicles spiked into the earth that had fallen from the tree on the way down. A slight haze rose from the melting ice. NiGHTS lay motionless staring upwards at the giant tree like some small bird that had been pushed from the nest. Cool shadows of huge roots shading his eyes from the bright rising sun. He squinted his eyes in a half scowl, watching the leaves flutter down. Waiting to see 30 something Marens come bursting through the tree to attack him ANY second now.

But nothing came.

Dazed and lightheaded NiGHTS reached upwards to find that his hat was missing. He wouldn't have minded so much, just that his horns were pronged into the dirt and he couldn't really do much but lie there looking upwards. Feeling stupid. He hurt too much to move. Blowing a leaf from his face he dizzily lay listening to the sounds of the valley as they swept in and out of his attention. The long grass tickling at his ears in soft waves of green. The running of far off waterfalls. The wooden creaking of small windmills turning in the spring breeze. Heaven.

His confused gaze focused back in on the tree. What was he just doing agai-

"Engelbaum." he smiled with a crazy half effort hand gesture to the sky. "Long time no see..." his voice trailed off.

Meanwhile Shodow's attention snapped as she realised the area had gone rather too quiet. Dragging her eyes away from the glowing light she looked downwards past her shadowy tendrils to see no sort of disturbance at all. Not even a leaf moved. Nervously she gulped. Something wasn't right here. She peered further over the edge.

"Gu...guys?"

Silence.

"Have you found them yet?!".... "helloooo?"

Instead she could hear the distant yell of the human creature far below. Maybe they had caught him afterall. That meant SHE would have to deal with NiGHTS. Great. "Fnnuuuu" Why did she have to get all the easy jobs. She mulled her thoughts sarcastically, jumping off the branch into midair, and slowly floating down in a black cloud of pretty spirals. Where were the other Marens?

As she pushed curiously through layers of leaves and flowers, dodging Ideya and jaggy twigs pulling at her silky hair she found she could nolonger go any further through the leaves. She stopped and gave an almighty shove. Panting madly as the mesh of branches wouldn't budge.
"SQuuuuhhhhhhhweeeeemoooooooooooooooooooove! STUPID- BRANCH!!" she yelled banging into the mesh. She lunged at it for a second time, thumping her fists into the bushes madly. "Lemmeeeiiiiiin!!!" Shodow screeched exasperated.
Slowly beginning to panic. This was giving her the creeps. It was like a wall of twigs had just appeared in front of her. She jumped back as three tiny glowing lights on a branch near her claws popped into larger Ideya. She found herself staring again. Did Wizeman know of this tree? With all this Ideya it would definitely shave off a good chunk of Wizeman's work. She jumped back in further realisation as the thought that if she was the one to report back about the tree she might be promoted! Yes! Wizeman would be SO grateful. "OOOoooo Ideya Ideya ideaaaaaa, i have an idea." BUT! she thought, Wizeman would be mad if she abandoned her group so FIRST she'd find the other Marens, grab the dreamer and NiGHTS- THEN return to Nightmare with her bounty. Then everything would be "Perrrrfect! Okay Sho! One- more- TIME!"

The Maren stormed forwards with all her might.

NiGHTS blinked as he heard what sounded like a Maren screaming somewhere far above his head. A few more leaves fluttered down around him. He sighed as he remembered the human he had fallen with. The dreamer was probably dead now or had walked off without a care in the world and woken up. Most of the wake dreamers done that, woke up after anything too dramatic for their brains to settle back into. He sighed sadly, then frowned, catching himself feeling those out of place emotions. He was a Maren, who cared what happened to the human? It was none of his responsibility. He should have used the dreamer as a decoy to escape while he'd had the chance, it would have slowed the Marens down. He hissed through his teeth, remembering what the man had called him.

"Monster" Monster? He should have left the dreamer to rot. "Ungrateful shel-" NiGHTS was caught midword as a huge tree branch lowered over his head and the dreamer hopped down to meet him. NiGHTS looked up at the tree as it rumbled back into place in something of a confused horror. The man also looked upwards, somewhat glad to be back on solid ground.
"Very -neat huh!?" he laughed in disbelief looking up to the giant tree then back down to NiGHTS. The demon suddenly froze, he hadn't been expecting that at all. The tree OR the dreamer.
"The tree... it ..MOVES?" questioned NiGHTS bemusedly.
The japanese man shook his head laughing broadly.
"No not move! The tree! It come ALIVE!" he spluttered in Engrish.
"Alive?..."
"Yes Alive!! It save me."
"Oh...." whispered the demon in half shock. Had the tree protected him because he was a Gen?

His eyes near bulged as he realised the amount of Ideya energy hanging from the tree. His mind coming back into focus sharply. As if by instinct NiGHTS' body jumped to sit up but instead he slapped backwards again forgetting he was stuck to the ground. He hissed in half embarrassment, half annoyance. The dreamer knelt down beside him and chuckled.
"You pickled!" he pointed.
"I'm what? Oh.. i get it, i'm in a pickle yeah, you could say that..." sighed NiGHTS without a shred of enthusiasm in his voice.

He stopped to actually look at the man for a second. The dreamers attention was now on the small floating windmills scattered around the sky. He babbled away to himself taking in the sights, turning about on his knees in amazement at the sweeping scenery. The man, Japanese, late 20's, slim build, relatively tall with dark hair looked pretty bewildered; he wasn't the only one. NiGHTS shivered weirdly. This man was a Gen. One of the fabled. A person who took from their dreams. But by the looks of things he didn't know it. This 'Gen' was a sleeping Gen. They all were. Gone and never coming back... 'Good' thought NiGHTS silently to himself, pushing back a whole crop of other bad memories. He caught the dreamers vision as the man turned around to stare down at him again. He blinked feeling remorseful.

"So then do you have a name human?" he asked dryly, trying his best to look sophisticated despite having his head half jammed in the ground. He could speak perfect 'Japanese', along with any other so called Human language, but he far preferred making the human struggle with 'English' as right now he was feeling pretty cruel humored. Monster indeed, pah.

NiGHTS jumped slightly as the man shoved a tattered purple and black mess of material infront of his face.

"My name. It- it is Ohshima...Naoto Ohshima"

NiGHTS paused.

"You brought me my hat back.. thankyou." he smiled gruffly. Half snatching the rag from the dreamers hands, trying to remind himself that manners went far.

"You have name too?" grinned Ohshima excitedly. Motioning for NiGHTS to speak. The demon looked up mockingly and batted its eyelashes.
"???"... he stated bluntly.
"Oh." grinned the man, feeling slightly embarrassed."Well tha...th..thankyou Naitsu san" he stammered, bowing his head shyly as a sign of gratitude. NiGHTS nodded as best as he could back, noticing that Ohshima was starting to turn slightly seethrough.

The man jumped to his feet looking more than disappointed. He stared through his fingers at the demon on the ground. Fading out more and more with every second.

NiGHTS sighed sadly.

"Now's the part where you wake up and return to your normal happy life and forget all about the likes of me dreamer."
"Will i see you again?"

The man flickered on and off like a broken TV set.

"...Maybe" smiled NiGHTS watching the man vanish into nothing but air.

 


Melodic angry laughter echoed down from the tree through what sounded like sobs.

"NAITSU SAN naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaitsuuuuuuuu san. Hey princey! I SEEN THAT NiGHTS! Out of ANYONE i could ever have imagined helping a HUMAN, never did i think i'd see the day the PRINCE OF NIGHTMARE would disgrace us like YOU just did! NiGHTS stop this nonsense! Be a dear and get us OUT OF HERE!!!" shrieked Shodow waving her arms through a thick cage of branches, avoiding another smaller Maren that just crashed into the branches above her head.

NiGHTS raised an eyebrow as he was met by the weirdest sight ever above him.

The tree had created a huge globe shaped prison around the marens. And now, trapped inside the EngelBaum, they shied away from the blossoming Ideya globes, acting completely out of character, freaking out as the tree somehow radiated human emotion through their bodies. Shodow backed away as a minion handed her a bunch of handpicked flowers and admitted his UNDYING love for her. She shrieked in horror flapping around as NiGHTS laughed loudly down below.
"TRUE LOVE SHODOW! Such a RARE thing! You guys have my blessings."
"YOU MAY FIND THIS FUNNY JUST NOW NiGHTS BUT YOU WONT BE LAUGHING WHEN WIZEMAN FINDS OUT!"
"Sure sure" growled NiGHTS pulling his horns from the ground and standing up rather painfully. He rubbed the back of his head.

Pulling the tatters of his hat back over his horns and shoving his hair in as good as he could muster right now NiGHTS blinked and in a small sparkle his hat was replaced by a tidy new one. "Magic!" he grinned looking upwards at the noisy leafy rabble. Taking account of his surroundings and his safety he walked closer to the EngelBaum and cautiously sat down upon one of the huge gnarled roots surrounding its base. Hanging his legs over either side to save falling off. The devil peered upwards at the huge circular tree. Now that he really paid attention the tree appeared to breathe. Morbidly fascinated he prodded at the bark under his right hand with a long sharp claw and ducked as a stray vine fell down, narrowly missing his head. "So you are alive..." he mused quietly, smiling to himself.

Shodow paused for breath and hissed loudly back down through the branches at the purple Maren. Scowling almost triumphantly at him.

"GO ON -keep- on smiling NiGHTS but as soon as we get back to Nightmare, you're TOAST. And this stupid TREE has enough Ideya growing on it to save weeks of work!" she cackled tearing a dark green Ideya from a pod and gripping it between her spindly claws. "Who needs to run around scaring dreamers when it's just SITTING here ripe for the picking! HAHAHAHAHA!"

Never passing up on a chance to look intimidating, the group stopped and joined her in loud maniacal laughter. Some of them actually appreciating the temporary emotion for once.

NiGHTS sighed exasperated.

"Guys.. uh..i wouldn't do that if i w-"
"DO WHAT? We TRUE marens have no fear!"
"Yes i can tell that- but-"
"THE IDEYA IS OURS!!! HAHAHA- UH? WARRRGH!"

Shodow and the Marens screamed as the huge tree growled swaying violently onto its side in a deafening crash like thunder. Tiny birds burst from the branches in clouds of noisy color. Then a deep earthy roar shook the ground sending NiGHTS tumbling from the roots and somersaulting backwards down the hill upsidedown. He landed with a heavy splash in shallow water, sitting up almost immediately to see massive snaking vines roping through the wooden cage hanging from the swaying tree on the hilltop. The demon stared in awe as the entire EngelBaum started to twist heavily in a circle, swinging the cage around like a ball and chain. Faster and faster. The rush of wind blasting NiGHTS backwards against the streams bank. Flowers and leaves blew around like snow. The nearby windmills spinning madly out of control.

"TRAITOR! YOUR TIME IS UP!" squealed a recognisable voice into the wind.

Then a short loud snap as the vines broke and catapulted the evil group miles over the horizon in a trail of high pitched shrieks.

NiGHTS sat bemused in a puddle as the tree resumed its normal position, sighing slightly. He sure was glad he wasn't a Mar- oh he was. Shakily he corrected himself.

Today was certainly full of surprises.

 

The tall demon floated up to the foot of the hill again and surveyed the damage around him. It wasn't as awful as a 'pretty' landscape in Nightmare, but it still looked a mess in broad daylight. That and he felt responsible for most of it. The tree had lost a lot of its branches. Bushes were strewn around like confetti and some of the windmills had been blown over. "I always ruin everything..." he mumbled shielding his eyes from the sun, stepping to the ground.

Softly he walked up to the broad foot of the tree. Making sure to keep his eyes on the branches incase it tried to crush him or something equally as nasty. Whispering under his breath as he took each step. The tree remained motionless like it had never moved in the first place.

"Ok now don't get any crazy ideas Ki, i'm just going to walk a little closer and see what i can do to help...myyyy you sure have grown.... the last time i seen you- you were only a foot high and uh... not trying to kill Marens..." spoke the demon nervously, edging closer, step by step. Near having a heart failure as a huge splintered piece of timber fell to the grass infront of him. Had he had a nose it would have been gone. He swallowed hard, laughing inwardly and continued walking. Accidentally praying to Wizeman that it wouldn't flatten him with the wrath of Nightopia.

Stepping into the air NiGHTS quietly landed at the top of the huge roots and stood before the trunk itself. Being careful to make no sort of sudden movement the EngelBaum would mistake as an attack.
"There... no problem, see i'm not going to harm you like those other guys, i'm just here to say sorry i guess" smiled NiGHTS apologetically softly placing his open hands upon the warm golden wood.
"STEP -AWAY- FROM THE TREE, MAREN!" shouted an angry voice from behind. The devil jumped and turned around fast badly shaken. He raised his hands quickly and looked around himself.
"Do what he says NiGHTS, it's for your own good." yelled another voice sadly. NiGHTS almost instantly recognised that voice and lowered his hands sighing.
"I'm just trying to h-"
"SILENCE! YOU'VE DONE ENOUGH HERE ALREADY!" Three small bluebirds flapped at a safe distance away from the tree. Too scared to come any closer. One by one they landed upon a piece of fallen wood and fixed their glare upon the nervous Nightmaren.

"Freud, Jung... Holtz... i'm just going to fix the mess THAT'S all. I'm not here to cause trouble. I swear."
"And why should we believe the word of a Maren?" spat Jung. Holtz sidestepped a little, coming closer to the tree.
"I don't think we should judge him so harshly, he didn't attack that human afterall. What if he does just want to help?"
Freud puffed up his chest feathers.
"It is our sole job alone to protect this tree and i refuse to have it put in further danger by this CREATURE."

Creature? Thought NiGHTS, his teeth gritting. He could feel his nails growing longer without even meaning it. Try to keep a level head, simmer down, ignore the insults.... ignore them.. bite your lip. Bite ittttt
"WELL" NiGHTS hissed pointing a finger at the birds "A GREAT JOB YOU DO HERE. IM AMAZED WIZEMAN DIDN'T TRUST YOU WITH BABEL."
"See!" squawked Jung, flapping his wings "He means us harm!"
"Just shut UP and let me do my job here!" the demon raged, placing his hand on the tree again and half closing his eyes in concentration.
"HE'S GOING TO DESTROY THE TREE!" shrieked Jung, near knocking Freud off his foothold.

NiGHTS turned his head slyly and hissed evilly back at the birds in some sort of bragging amusement.
"Destroy the tree? For hundreds of years i've had the power to LEVEL THIS ENTIRE REALM. I'M HARDLY GOING TO BLOW OVER YOUR LITTLE BIRDY HOUSE."

The birds paused.

"He has a point you know." added Freud thoughtfully.
NiGHTS wasn't listening any longer, he was too busy trying his hardest to concentrate his energy into the tree. A bright violet glow surrounded his hands, pulsing into the shiny wood.

The demon frowned slightly...

"I DON'T TRUST HIM!" screamed Jung flying full speed at NiGHTS' head.

Freud and Holtz watched in horror as the EngelBaum lifted one of its gigantic branches and brought it sweeping across the sky into the tiny bird. Jung dropped like a stone into some far away bushes.
"JUNG!" cried Freud flying off in his direction, scared for his companion.

Holtz sat alone with wide eyes, shivering in the breeze.

"The... the tree attacked one of US?... This THIS ISN'T RIGHT. Jung's fears were TRUE! The EngelBaum protects only us and the wake dreamers! WHAT'S GOING ON!? NiGHTS?!"

NiGHTS turned around glowing strangely, a horrible twisted look of glee on his face.

Suddenly he shoved his claws deep into the wood of the EngelBaum and screamed with hellish laughter as the tree moaned in pain. His huge black shadowy wings unfurling. Nightopia's sky flickered in color as every single leaf on the tree dropped to the grass in a violent storm of energy. Holtz, speechless at what was going on, flew distraught nearby. One by one the Ideya on the tree turned a dark grey and shattered like glass. The sky distorting into upsidedown mountains and valleys. Hanging.

"IT'S FATE MY FRIEND! ALL CYCLES HAVE TO END! It's the way of ALL things. HAHAHAAHAHA!"
"But NiGHTS.. you.. YOU'RE A CREATO- NO!-" squealed Holtz as the EngelBaum grabbed him amongst its branches.

"Indeed and yet i come to reclaim what life i gave!"
"NiGHTS..."

NiGHTS' voice echoed in the darkness.

"NiGHTS?..."

Laughter turning into birdsong and blowing gras-

"Mother?"


"NO!" screamed NiGHTS sitting bolt upright. Flailing around madly in the blinding sunlight. Seeing Pians scatter, running away from him. He breathed heavily, vision spinning, so dizzy, his heart pounding, panicking he tried to stand up but found himself falling towards the ground again. A small pair of white hands tried to hold him up. In this glare all he could make out was a pair of bright orange eyes. He pushed away scared, falling over his own two feet again. Above him the EngelBaum stood in perfect form, pretty leaves rustling in the wind. Ideya glowing.

"Wh-what happened... why..wh- i don't belong here- GET ME OUT OF THIS PLACE" choked the demon through confused sobs.

The sun shone brightly down on Nightopia that day.

"GET ME OUT OF HERE!"


NiGHTS flew off as fast as he could.

He was going home.

 


 


Stars shining bright above you
Night breezes seem to whisper "I love you"
Birds singin' in the sycamore trees
Dream a little dream of me

Say nighty-night and kiss me
Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me
While I'm alone and blue as can be
Dream a little dream of me

Somewhere in Edinburgh a girl with red and black hair lay in a crumpled heap on the floor. Dying...

Stars fading but I linger on dear
Still craving your kiss
I'm longin' to linger till dawn dear
Just saying this

Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me

Somewhere in Tokyo a Sega character designer woke up and smiled, remembering fragments of a dream he'd had lastnight. Thinking...

Yes, dream a little dream of me

Somewhere in the middle of nowhere a frightened creature flew in the direction of the only place he could call home. Wondering where he'd went wrong. Shaking...

Dream a little dream of me...

 

 


There's only so long you can run before you have to face your fears. Your past. Only so long you can hide and pretend everything is shiny fine behind those glazed eyes. They say we all have inner demons, that sometimes when we sleep what we see is our fears, our inner sickness, taking shape. A face, a voice... a personality.
But sometimes our monsters become too familiar. Those certain fears stick. All the way from childhood right up to the day we die. Some are never spoken of. And some people choose to run that little bit longer.

Sometimes confronting a fear gives no resolve.

The monster follows you.

And you run.

 

 

It's amazing how solid a place can seem when it's not really there. How real it feels when sand gets inbetween your toes and cuts at your skin. How unnerving it feels as a bead of sweat runs down your spine and you fall to the ground. The way your vision sways, as every inch of air you breathe intoxicates you. Long wet black strands of hair clinging to your soaked face. Eyes starting to burn a little from the smoke. Your chest thumps. Blood pumping in your ears. Feeling yourself shake, trying to push yourself to your feet. Stumbling forwards into some drunken stupor. The landscape suffocating you. It's real. It's there. It's all around you. Shrieking.

You can't stand up. Your legs no-longer work. Instead you stare up at the wide neon orangey pink sky and realise how small and insignificant you really are in this place. How small a part you play in such an ancient world that your kind ignores and doesn't understand. Swallowed in the thought you may never leave here alive. You're simply a trespasser in a dangerous wasteland of fear. When the morning comes you make that escape. Reality saves you from this frightening land.

So sit a little longer until those alarm bells save your soul.

Waiting for that signal to leave.

It doesn't come.

Does it ever?

Just dust and sand. And that feeling. The thought you could wake up a million times over, and still never get home. Returning to this place every time you close your eyes. And you are alone. Nobody will ever save you. Nobody can see or hear you. You're trapped. Trapped inside your own head. Running though huge sprawling worlds that make humanity pale in comparison. And no one will ever care. Afterall. It's just a dream...

Nothing important.

So where is my signal to leave?....

 

 


Somewhere in the warped dimension of Nightmare, in the twisted land of Arcana a large cloaked devil dealt out three tarot cards: The Devil, Babel, The Lovers.

From within his mantle, a tired voice whispered. Pausing for a name. There were so many names. Names that would only make sense in a place like this.
"Teach me....Jackle".

"Good morning..." hissed the nebulous spirit. Coughing slightly he batted off a long glowing dragonfly, exhaling roughly. The low buzz of insects distorting on Nightmares breeze. The sounds here were so strange, fragmented pieces of noise from other dreams that were killed, stolen, changed, changed into this creepy mad orchestra of faint whispers. He smiled.

In the distance what looked like a small mirage grew closer. The fake heat making the outline of a small Maren waver in the black sunlight.

The angry looking creature scuffed through the deep sand, her small pointed feet moving quickly. Hissing under her breath as she pulled along what looked like some sort of tall jagged mirror staff behind her. The sunlight catching it in short flashes as she moved across the sand dunes.
"Weap-onssss, damn this thing is heavy, rrrgh..."
The female grumbled to herself, staring slightly, trying to not get distracted as she caught sight of her own non matching reflection in the pole handle and it became more apparent why Jackle wanted it. She'd went through a lot of trouble to get her claws on this thing, but nothing was ever asking too much for the demon she spotted lurched over in the distance. Forgetting her annoyance for a second she smiled deeply to herself and smugly carried onwards. Happily chewing on whatever it was that had just flown into her teeth.

A cold gust of salt air swept over the surreal landscape. The sound of long grassblades and jumbled laughter blowing into the wind. Up in the sky a loud echo sounded. Almost as if the world itself had just shifted. The sand shook slightly, running down in small streams.

Jackle looked upwards to the boundary of the dream, whatever that actually was, feeling that familiar rush of adrenaline. Nightmare. Home sweet home.

"It would be true that people-
can study my art for a lifetime-
and still never fully grasp
what they are searching for..." mused Jackle, skillfully orchestrating a group of cards into different spreads.

Ornate cards being produced from what seemed like thin air. Spinning from his large clawed hands and hanging in the air as if suspended by magical strings. The freakish sunlight shone down through the Occult display, marking the sands with blocks of moving shadows. Moving so fast into loud shuffles of such precision that human eyes would be hard pressed to see through any sort of slight of hand.
The girl looked up from the questionable safety of Jackle's cloak at the stationary Tarot levitating high above their heads in a huge circle as if waiting some sort of command. The cards the demon used were not of normal size but rather hung in the breeze heavily like large headstones that could fall at any minute. Crashing down like huge dominoes.

"So what are you searching for human?" he hissed curiously into her ear.

"Perhaps i want to know the truth."


"Ahh the truth, a worthy cause. A cause that even interests sly old tricksters such as myself."
"Really? I didn't think that the bad guys cared about the truth..."
"Then you've surely been in bad company my dear. We all search for some truth in the illusion. But all for our own unique reasons. We cannot live purely on fantasy afterall. There has to be a truth. Truths no matter how absurd or disappointing or agonizing.. are worth every corner ventured. We learn not only our enemy but what we hide from ourselves also. What is locked within - the mind."
"So you think i already know the truth?"
"Yes. Yes i do."
"But i don't.. i can't.. i can't remember anything let alone a truth."
Jackle hunched down closer, making sure as to keep his voice as low as the winds as he spoke. Staring across at the black sun. A blank look in his eyes.
"You made that choice nobody made it for you. Child have you ever been to a place so rose tinted that it blinds your eyes with emotion, a place so pure it just begs to be contaminated, a place so noble even the statues bow as you pass them by? A place that only few have seen with virgin eyes. A place long gone now. Have you? ....Have you seen the place i speak of?" he blinked, losing his train of thought and focused back in on the dreamers head. Placing his gnarled hands on her small shoulders.
"No.. no i don't think i have. I would surely remember such a grand place. If such a place existed i would dwell there myself."
"Oh Come now!" rasped the demon becoming frustrated. Digging his claws without remorse into her skin. "It must be hard not to smile when remembering those pretty gilded streams and crystal oceans. Palaces made from dreams. Forests full of magic. Things your human mind cannot -comprehend- on the other side. You must remember something.... Anything. Eh?"
"I'm telling you truth i don't know what you're talking about. Let go of my neck it hurts!" the girl whined slapping at his claws.
The large demon frowned and quickly unhanded her cursing at her under his breath as he did so.
"So you've forgotten your past. Oh how cliche and convenient for you. Why do you persist with the lies? I know you're hiding something."
"Why would i lie?!"
"Hahah hah ask yourself that question then answer." chuckled the devil trying to suppress his anger.
"I.. i just want to know where i'm headed. Not what has passed. So then i know what to strive for... can't you understand?" the human mumbled looking downwards.
"Always so quick to move on, with no direction in mind i see, which is a pitiful shame for someone with such mixed paths."
"I'm confused..."

Jackle's pure white fangs flashed in the eerie glow of the perpetual sunset. The dreamer swayed slightly feeling drowsy, the air getting to her head.
"Then I shall teach you...." He whispered solemnly gazing at the orange, gold and brown horizon.
His brightly flecked cape glittered like a million diamonds as the swallowing orange spectrum of light crashed off the red, orange, silver and yellow mirrored sequins. The copper grass swayed in the warm breeze. Thin clouds of golden dust wisped across the gilded sand and blew out into the lilac sea. The setting sun frozen in a permanent black eclipse. The atmosphere dancing with enigma. Everything surrounded in a cool sleepy haze. The fibres blurring. Such a cold dream.
In the sky a huge ghost of an eye stared with an observant satisfaction then faded with the red clouds.

The sea air billowed, whistling, ebbing away the sand dunes sending twirling dragonflies up into the breeze in a low distorted hum.

Jackle had the girl spellbound as a tarot card materialized from out of nowhere and magically remained suspended. He plucked it from the air and handed it to his enchanted victim. Having to help her hold it. Eyes out of focus. Her lungs burning with the sudden solvent tasting air.

"Tell me little liar...tell me about this card. What do you see?" purred the demon while he stroked her head in a state of chemical amusement.

She stared at the card. Beautifully decorated with goldleaf and quartz. Feeling his hands snake around her waist she closed her eyes feeling the horizon spin. Feeling so sick and dizzy. Whimpering as her hearing faded in and out.
"What do you see?"

"I see a horrible painful death." stated the small female maren dropping the large mirror spiked mace inches away from the girls face.

The two females shared a blunt look for a second and then sniffed indignantly.

The gold edging turned to dust in the dreamer's hands and crumpled as the image of the reaper riding over the heads of the past slowly crushed like falling powder. She looked to the sky, letting the gold dust slip through her fingers. Her fate blowing in the wind. Joining the clouds skimming the purple sea. Losing her lucidity in waves. Zoning out in a drunken haze.
"It.. it was death actually..." she stuttered unnoticed by the Nightmare creatures. Most probably preferring their own intellectual company to that of entertaining humans.

"Ahh you return! And successful too i see. Welcome back. What took you so long?" the demon grinned teasingly.
"So long? Considering the commotion in the flatlands right now you should be grateful i got anywhere near a damn dream let alone ... him" scowled the maren, her voice growing quieter as she caught sight of her reflection again.

On one side of the reflection stood a small curious Nightmaren dressed in blacks and colorful stripes. A greyish almost black skin framed by two bright yellow bands above her head. The top of her head ending in two short points almost like chinese buns. Small but fiercely strong arms wielding dangerous claws. Wearing what looked like huge puffed out baggy pants. Two little yellow pointed feet barely visible at the bottom. She glared from yellow rimmed eyes baring her multiple rows of sharp little teeth. Spitting in semi hatred at her reflection.

On the other side nothing was visible to anyone but Dark Burraki.

"Remarkable isn't it?" mused the tall invisible demon in a throaty chuckle. Dark blinked and leaned closer to the highly decorative staff, watching her reflection fragment in the numerous large silver spikes, frowning distastefully before scuttling up high over Jackle's shoulder and looking down at the sitting girl hunched up in Jackle's cape.
"I guess i must be interrupting something. So sorry." hissed the creature glaring through large yellow and red catlike eyes.

The girl shrunk back into her long brown hair and nervously mouthed 'no'. Watching her broad claws tap irritably.

Jackle paused for a second using the dreamers head as an elbow rest. Which to be honest- is very heavy and uncomfortable.
"Wait- you said there's a problem in the capital?" he crowed, looking to his left shoulder.
"Yeaaaah NiGHTS acting like a drama queen as usual no doubt... i think they found him from what i could hear. Not sure. You remember he'd been gone for quite a while like the last time..." Burraki motioned by waving her hand.
"Very very reckless, does he never stop to think of consequence?"
"The way he's been acting lately apparently not my love."
Jackle shook his head confused with an eyebrow raised. "I just don't get it."
"Neither does the larger part of Nightmare. Wizeman hasn't spoken yet. It makes no sense."
"Wow he can act like a spoilt ungrateful child even more than i thought was capable." grumbled the large Nightmaren. "Wizeman needs to keep the reins on that one. In the beginning he was pretty much a livewire anyway, but now he's just gone off the rails. What is going on?..."
"I don't think anyone really knows exactly the cause. Reala however...."
"Ahhh, how typical of him. It wouldn't surprise me one bit if it was all his doing."
"It's almost his job to sneer at people for knowing obscure things they don't, so yeah i'd imagine he has a hand in it somewhere." snickered the little Maren.
"Aren't NiGHTS and him close behind closed doors though?"
"You kidding? They despise eachother! If NiGHTS ran off to get away from Reala then Wizeman should give him some sort of honor not a disciplinary... which i'm sure he'll be receiving shortly."
Jackle laughed softly and smiled at his mate.
"You know... NiGHTS always forbid me to tell him his fortune."
"Really?-

The girl listening to the blur of conversation, became frustrated with her lack of attention in her own dream and sat forwards in the sand angrily, turning dizzily to look up at the two creatures chattering amongst themselves in a vague tangle of languages.

"Uh... ex-excuse me."


"TRYING to TALK here do you mind?" snapped Dark Burraki casting a steely glare. The girl frowned trying to steady herself.
"So Jackle will you show me how to find the truth?"
"Only when you first decide what your true reason for this knowledge of... uh truth is." sighed Jackle rolling his eyes. Self discovery nightmares really bored him. And so did humans.
"But i told you.. i just want to know where to go."
"Bzzzt wrong answer." shouted Dark.
"Dreamer, we have repeated this same scene and same question for well over a year now. Every night. And i grow tired of you denying your mind- and US the truth. Why don't you do us both a favor and just tell us what you know." he sighed shortly, Burraki patting him on the head sympathetically.
"You want to know where to go?" she smirked "Well let's see here. You're a boring looking human prettygirl spending a lot of time in Nightmare, conversing idly with Marens looking undoubtedly like 'Reala's next rape victim'. Class A Marysue step this way to Nightmare Castle where we run from horse heads and play medieval Polo. Tchh, she's nothing special Jackle, just skin her, i had to trek all day for that bauble, pole, PIKE thing there and i'm famished. You know how i feel about pikes darling. Can't we just do the good samaritan, dump her off somewhere and pretend we never saw her?... Preferably missing a few limbs if that's okay with you."
"Please don't tempt me."

"Wait...Nightmare has a castle?"

The two marens stared blankly.

"In your mind- maybe." the pair grumbled.

"Enough. Lets do this."

Jackle motioned to the sky with his claws, barely blinking as the high standing cards sliced down through the air embedding into the sand. Creating a wide circular fence of sorts. The girl shrunk back as the cards hemmed her in. A thick cloud of dust making it near impossible for her to see. She coughed a little and waved a hand about. Hearing the muddled laugher of the two creatures in the circle with her. Somewhere.

"So then... what is so special about our little dreamer here?" spoke the rough irish sounding voice, followed by some hoarse laughter. The dreamer looked around quickly panicking and backtracked with her hands in a direction she hoped was empty. The dream... the dream had never done this before. Normally it ended in... well...
"Just looks like a wakedreamer to me." spat Dark unimpressed from right behind her head, sending her sprawling forward in surprise."A lousy one at that."
"She lacks the skill to even change this situation, yet she remains fully lucid."
"What's wrong girl? No spirit for fighting!?" spat a voice mockingly into her ear shoving her face into the dirt.
"She wont defend herself... what kind of dreamer is that?"
"An emo brat who makes my job boring that's what."

The human dreamer sat up wincing, looking around herself with wide frightened eyes in the dust.

"No name."
"No memories."
"No spirit... she seems so... empty" muttered a disappointed voice prodding her with a sharp nail in the back.
"Can't she even entertain us with some hilarious hidden dream powers, or a giant flashy weapon? Don't all the cool kids have that who come to Nightmare?"

The dreamer pushed her forehead into her knees and scrunched up her eyes tightly. Trying to ignore the insults and questions whirling around her.

"I don't have any powers. I'm just a dreamer. I... i can't do anything like that. I swear please- AGH leave m-"
"Liar." called a voice mockingly grabbing a handful of messy brown hair and pulling her across the sand.

"I.. i am. I'm a dreamer. This is a dream. You guys are the ones that give me nightmares. I come here every night because... because-
"Why do you return here time and time again?"
"I.. i guess i don't have no other place to go."
"She has no Ideya Jackle, i don't trust her!"
"And i do?" shrugged the demon "I trust her less than Reala right about now."
"Whooh- harsh." whistled the female sucking in air through her teeth. "We have our orders to never kill this one. Doesn't that strike you as strange?"
"You mean like one of our strongest leaders turning into a paranoid skitzophrenic strange? I'd say yes. Burraki pass me Maya please." gestured Jackle keeping his eyes firmly on the dreamer in front of him.
Dark hopped down into the dusty sands and pulled the heavy mirror staff closer to Jackle. With one strong silk clad hand he gripped the pole and tilted it towards the dreamers head.

"Jackle she has her eyes closed!"
"Dreamer look into the mirror and tell us what you see."
The girl shied under her long fringe and spoke to the ground shakily avoiding all eye contact.
"What you can't see for yourself?" she whispered trying to not cry.
"Well actually no, see the only people who can see the true reflection are both the seeker and Selph."
"Sel-
"AND right now if you haven't noticed we're kind of on a tight schedule for stolen property, so if you DONT mind, hurry up and tell us what the hell it is you see in the stupid pole!" snapped Burraki
The girl started to sob, scared. Looking up briefly with just her eyes then quickly looking back down to the dirt again.
"I don't want to... i"
"LOOK IT'S THIS EASY!" screeched the maren grabbing her by the jaw and forcing her forward. The dreamer cried out as the reflection of a girl filled her vision. Eyes staring angrily and intensely back at her.
"Well?" quizzed Jackle leaning forwards "Describe what you see. This is what you wanted, what you requested. And now when faced with the truth you hide from it? Come on. Tell us. Who do you see?"
Dark Burraki grew impatient looking back between the girl and her love.

The dreamer tearfully stared into the mirror.

"I see.. a girl."
"Well i could have guessed that one. And?"
"She looks young, she has brown wavy hair, she was glasses she-
"THAT'S NOT YOU, THAT'S ME!" yelled the maren shoving her head closer to the glass. "HOW CAN Y- i- WHAT?!"
"She can see your waking self?" frowned Jackle motioning his mate to step to the side a little.
"YES she's seeing my human!" fretted Burraki with an almost tone of humiliation in her voice. "Jackle how is that possible? I never wanted some wandering idiot to see what i look like there. I LOATHE humans!"
"Be thankful you have a reflection at all..." growled the demon sweeping forward heavily toward the human.
"S..sorry." Dark mumbled quietly, taking a few short steps back behind Jackle's cape. Glaring with bitterness at the dreamer girl before lowering her eyes.

"My my MY, what little patience i had with you is all but gone. Something is amiss here and i'm no damn closer to finding out what that thing IS. And why is that? Hmm? Why is- " The dreamer screamed and kicked her legs in a state of panic as the Nightmaren grabbed her entire head in his strong claws and lifted her three feet off the ground. "Why IS it that you have no reflection? Trying to make me look like a fool girl? Maya doesn't LIE! Therefore YOU must be lying yes? YES?"
Terrified eyes darted about through a thin gap between the devils fingers. The mirror staff being pressed roughly up against her right cheek. The icy coldness of the glass making an audible shrill. Then hearing nothing but her own panicked breath, the weight of her own body causing her to choke. Unable to speak even if she wanted to. "We can do this the easy way or the hard way. Easy way- you tell me what is in the mirror. Hard way- you don't wake up in the morning. Your choice dr-"

"Wizeman." Dark Burraki turned her head to the sky and stared, senses alert. Already moving to leave. The sky flickering in color almost as if whatever was holding this scene together was now being diverted to another place. "Jackle we have to go."

"I'M NOT FINISHED HERE." he screeched getting madder at the hanging girl. Spearing the mirror staff into the sand. A bright flare of light blocking his angry eyes.
"Jackle pl-"
"You go ahead i'll... i'll catch up. I have to return Maya anyway. GO!" Jackle frustratedly seemed to shift from foot to foot, in and out of the light, knowing and feeling the pull of his master. Dark nodded sharply without needing another word and vanished in a twisting flash of black shadows.
Jackle looked around behind himself suspiciously before turning to the crying girl again. Feeling her fear like the sweetest of narcotics. The thing he lived for.

"Now where were we? Ah yes, you were infuriating me beyond belief and i was saving my work for later." spat the restless creature tightening his grip.
"Att... att"
"Speak up!" he hissed dropping her in a broken heap in the copper sand. Stooping down and holding a mock hand to his ear.
"My ...name-"

The demon froze as the realm shuddered around him. A distant warped growl blowing in on the breeze. Cursing under his breath in disappointment.
"Hold that thought."
Unable to ignore Wizeman's call out any longer he pushed forward baring his razor sharp fangs. Grabbing the dreamer he bit deep into her pale neck, smothering her screams in the hot aroma of her own sweat, dusty fabric and dead roses. Feeling an unbearable piercing weight on her chest she writhed in agony, warm blood mixed with venomous saliva running down over her shoulder. Burning. Eyes closed so tightly in pain as every muscle in her body cramped. Paralyzing her slowly inch by inch. Becoming numb, thoughtless, lifeless.

Maya stood silently in the sand above showing the truth of the scene. Watching. Learning. Remembering. Silvery faces reflecting the moving colors and long flaxen blonde hair that spilled across the sand from under the shadow of the Marens cape. Dull violet glazed eyes staring up at the sky.

Jackle grinned through red stained jaws, eyes half closed in amusement as he let go of his prey. Hissing a poem into her ear before pushing her aside.

"In Xanadu did Khubla Khan,
a stately pleasure-dome decree,
where Alph the sacred river ran,
through caverns measureless to man,
Down to a sunless sea.


... We'll continue this matter when i return."



Beige. What a dull color. Or maybe it had originally been yellow or white and was just really dirty. The posters on the walls made you feel anxious as you walked. Reminding you. Always reminding. What you were supposed to want, need, aspire to be. A career. A house. A family. Money.

One big one-way corridor of reality. Arrows pointed along the walls in a line. Reminding students to not walk the other way.

Remembering. That time.

A warm end of day orange glow filtered through the big stairwell windows. Both of them sitting on the top floor stairs. Watching the other students feet as they walked past. Sunset colored shadows flickering like an animation wheel. The dusty air making her smile as she listened to her headphones. When she wore her headphones she couldn't hear the insults being thrown around her. Smiling at Lynne's red hair glowing in the autumn light. Watching all those people walking. Leaving to go home. And them just sitting there. For no reason at all.
Red grinning, a mischievous look in her dark eyes, mouthing something that the music drowned out. Nodding and smiling as an answer to the unheard agreement.

"One day D.C, one day i'm gonna drag you up this corridor the wrong way. I don't think the teachers would like that."

Laura paused and smiled at the sleepy memory of her friendship. Whispering the ambient words to Frou Frou - Let Go, along with her walkman.
Finding herself standing alone and looking up to a large tattered poster outside Language class. Hearing the rattle of icy hailstones on the windows outside.

"A CAREER IS FOR LIFE!" somebody had drawn a moustache on the lady's face. Laura Philip giggled a little and cautiously looked around herself as a few students walked past her. Reaching into her folder she quickly pulled out a whiteout pen and scribbled a matching beard.
"A career is for beards!" she grinned to herself, knowing that it was probably her friend who had given the poster additional detail in the first place. A smaller poster under it listed help line numbers for suicidal people who had failed their exams.
"Move it mother superior." yelled a voice from a group of girls as they walked past, elbowing the small girl in the back. One of them turning to laugh at her and kick her pen under a classroom door. Watching them walk off, her music on, like a surreal stage play. Feeling her heart hurt a little.
"Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown... "

School. School was a drag. But didn't everyone think that? Did anyone actually enjoy school or being here? Sometimes it seemed like it. There were groups of students who didn't seem to care or have a problem. They turned up each day happy to see each other. Sit and learn facts. Others caused trouble in class and treated people like dirt. Some of them had this weird glint in their eyes, like they were more self aware than the others. The rest of them blurred into groups of things, people, people you'd never remember or know their names, if they even had any. Like some kinda mass. Lynne went on about that a lot. She joked and called them shadow people. Laura rubbed at her sore back. These 'Shadow people' seemed pretty solid.

After going downstairs she sauntered cautiously along the narrow Hume corridor. The drama meeting had finished early and it was near lunchtime- so she didn't plan on sitting in a chemistry class. Especially if Lynne wasn't there. Jeeze Lynne had issues, too many family problems and just plain old, mentalness. But she could paint stuff good so Laura always had cool birthday presents. She'd head up to the lunch hall after she'd brushed her hair. All the strands had fallen down at the back. Strategic hair spray always failed her.
Approaching the doors she inwardly wailed in high pitched dismay, running across to look down at the bust of Sir Hume lying face first on the floor. Some idiot students had knocked it over. Grumbling to herself the thin girl lifted the heavy statue as best she could back into place and patted its bald stone head. "Poor old Hume boy, some folk are so disrespectful." Taking the time to dust it off a little she stepped back and smiled. Then squeaked in pure anime horror as she noticed the statue's nose was broken clean off. "What!? Oh no WAYYYYY!, somebody is gonna come along and think i done it!" she wailed, searching franticly for anything that resembled a nose.



"Dear Diary,
I had the same nightmare lastnight. Same monster. Why do i keep having that same dream over and over? It's driving me insane. It feels like being stuck on a living loop. I'm so used to it now. And when i think back... i can't remember anything i dreamt before i started having that dream. Like it's whittled away my memories. I always wake up with pain. I feel so wrong and perverted, messed up in the head. Sometimes i can't get up for school in time because i hurt so much. My bones ache. My skin bruises. I get up and drink water like there's no tomorrow. I don't feel like i'm sleeping anymore. I'm so damn tired. I wish i could tell someone who would understand what i mean, not just humor me. Mum sometimes catches the random emotional outburst or the odd bruise here and there, but i don't tell her. She thinks it's problems at school. Sometimes it is. But covering up my sleeping problems with bullying is a good guise for the time being i guess. It's not like anybody could help me anyway. I think i'm just mental. It makes me feel pretty low. But i can't give up. I know something has to change soon. For better or for worse. Something has to change."

Scrabbling around on the floor eventually D.C found the small piece of carved marble. Sighing a huge sigh of relief she shrugged and took the bubblegum out of her mouth sticking his nose back on. Cringing at her handywork. "There, you're presentable again. Byebye! I gotta go."

Continuing on her way Humming and grinning with a slight bounce in her step she recalled last nights episode of Superman on the tv.
"Dean Cain's a BABE!!!" she chuckled as she burst through the toilet door. A dull thump came from behind the half open door. Laura frowned and squeezed through the gap. The overhead lights flickered, one of the long fluorescent strip bulbs hanging from the ceiling swung side to side in the odd darkened atmosphere."What a state!" she gasped stepping backwards in slight awe at how trashed the place was. Hugging her Superman folder tighter as she looked around, barely breathing. Pages from books and jotters were strewn across the floor tiles like confetti. An upside down 'Sonic the Hedgehog' pencil tin lay dented with its contents across the other side of the room. Pencils snapped. The teenager shivered as she scanned the rooms floor; paper.

Black, white, blue, black, white, black, white, a pencil, white, a torn schoolbag, white, blue, white, red, white, red, white, red, red, red, red, red, red....

D.C dropped to her knees, her face screwed up in disbelief.

"W....what have they done to my Red?!"


NiGHTS sat perched by himself on a large weather beaten fence. A leg over both sides, hanging in the breeze. He'd been flying home and had paused for a break. Here in the strangest of places. He stared far off into the distance as far as the barrier went. Looking right down the middle of dream and nightmare. The borderline was a place that not many people got to see. It was all down to belief that the place existed. For NiGHTS it existed. He'd always been caught in the middle. Maybe this was his dream, his place.


The purple and black clothed dream creature seemed motionless as he sat there, thinking his thoughts, like some kind of tall gothic sculpture. The heavy grey rain seeming to weigh his mood down even further. NiGHTS lowered his head. Feeling rainwater run down in between his eyes from the tall peak on his hat.

This was the point of no return. The literal line between wrong and right, yes and no. Probably Heaven and Hell in a religious sense. But there was no religion here. Just him and the rain and the nagging feeling that he had to cross the fence. Maybe the grass was greener on the other side.

On one side lay dewy green grass dotted with buttercups and daisies. The distant sounds of children laughing. Merry-go-round music on the breeze. The closer the grass grew to the fence the sparser it had become, flowers withered and dead. The fence itself burnt and blackened in places. Ripped up turf leading in lines towards the fence as if long shadowy arms had stretched out and tried to claw more of the contrasting realm for itself.

NiGHTS wiped his right eye and shook off his hand, dully noting he was only being rained on from one side.

The other side was where the rain fell from. The sky appearing to have been cut in half, the weather and humidity stopping abruptly on the line were NiGHTS sat. Grass grew on the ground there too. But it was full of weeds and brambles, stingy things and knee deep like wild grey moorlands. He turned his head to look across to where Nightmare manifested itself. A blank flat canvas of never ending scrubby grass. No hills. No features. No nothing. A giant void. Ironic when you considered how bright it appeared from the inside. The atmosphere radiating from the place was enough to drive most humans away. It looked like the end of the world, no definite horizon. The unknown.
Just being sat here made him feel poised for action, for work, but oh no, not today, today he was just as hunted as the dreamers themselves.

NiGHTS exhaled moodily, leaning back on the fence arching his back as his clothing changed slightly. Covered in gaudy military decorative baubles and frills. Dripping with silver and pearls.

"Oh how lucky i must be to have earned such high regard. Such a good little prince. Prince ahahaha..." the name amused him. He really wasn't a prince of anything, but the others called him it in distaste because of his spoilt nature. The bragging, the flamboyant actions, the fact he could do no wrong in the many eyes of his father. "Such a good little puppet." he spoke curtly in his own voice choosing not to mimic stolen voices.
"NiGHTS go home. You know you have to go now."

The devil barely blinked as the voice of Holtz quietly interrupted his self mockery.
"You? Still alive? It's hard to tell if what happened earlier had substance or not. In any case it's you that should leave. Leave me alone please."
"NiGHTS i know what you're going through, maybe the others wont listen but, i believe, i believe that you have a choice NiGHTS. I've met Fate, i know we all have choices."
"I have no choice, i'm a Nightmaren as you can plainly see." huffed the highly decorated spirit, leaning down towards the bird sending a small waterfall of rainwater onto its bright blue head. "Every choice and decision i make changes with the wind. It's highs and lows. Nothing i do will ever make a difference. I try, i fail, and i fail to learn, this time however i don't even have the choice to run away. There is only confrontation."
"Admit you're scared NiGHTS. It's nothing to be ashamed of."
"You.. you know the place i dwell in, my Cathedral, Fata Morgana, they call it the Birdcage, i'm sure you can appreciate that, heh, Wizeman is just full of metaphors at my expense isn't he?"
The bird shook its head sadly and hopped onto NiGHTS' leg out of the rain. "Oh -please- get off me. I look like the worst scarecrow in the world right now. I appreciate you trying to help me but the last thing i need right now is to be weak."
"NiGHTS take me with you..."
"What?" he raised a pale blonde eyebrow.
"I can't cross the border myself, i'm a thing of good dreams, i'll perish, but you can't go back alone."
"Why are you trying to help me bird? What have i ever done for you? Well, other than terrorize your friends and family on a near daily basis." NiGHTS questioned laughing slightly in bemusement looking to Nightmare's horizon.
"You took care of her NiGHTS. If you had left that little girl with her own kind they would have treated her worse than Wizeman. I don't support your actions in the way that you chose to do them, but what matters is that i know you have a heart, with or without her influence. You're different from them NiGHTS. You're special. And i trust you."
"I don't do trust anymore i'm sorry. You should be out there enjoying your afterlife with the Nightopians, not making doe eyes at the biggest and baddest of all the monsters. But you're right, i have to go home now. I have to face him."
"Tell him how you feel NiGHTS! Tell him in person that you no longer want to be a part of his world."
"Naive...Wizeman doesn't deal in feelings. He deals what he pleases. He has no reason to keep me around anymore. I already know the outcome. I already have a replacement."
"NiGHTS..."
"You know what hurts the most? The fact i know that i'll miss Reala. Messed up huh? I'll miss the one person over there who tormented me the most. I'll miss the fights. I'll miss trying to out-do him. He can never miss me though. Hell, a part of me will even miss Wizeman. I'm the Nightmaren that should have never been." the demon dragged himself to his feet tearfully."I used to have this dream Holtz, well more of a wish really." NiGHTS smiled creating a small butterfly from thin air. It clung to the tip of his glowing index finger before fluttering off into the rain across into Nightmare.

Dropping dead within a few seconds of flight.

"It was to be able to laugh and have fun, to play as idly as a stupid human child, to be able to fly through Nightopia without being afraid of scaring people. To be able to play with whoever i chose without being treated like a murderer out to harm everyone. To be able to return home and not be pitted against the people i care about. I can't have both and i can't have either. But no. I have so much shame inside of me, the worst part is that it's my own. So yes, yes i'm afraid, and i am ashamed. Any advice doctor? I'm sure you and your buddies have a constant field day on me."

NiGHTS hissed in embarrassment and angrily looked down at the small bluebird sitting on the fence. Feeling disgusted with admitting his feelings. It was unMaren of him. Holtz flew up to meet NiGHTS as the demon turned to leap off the fence, sharply grabbing a handful of blue tail feathers from the surprised bird which squawked and fell to the ground amongst the flowers.

"Be thankful i didn't eat you old man." yelled the stubborn demon fixing a long feather into a brooch on the right side of his hat, then jumping forwards off the fence across the border. Holtz flew back up painfully and watched the ground swallow NiGHTS whole in a flurry of glitter and flapping silk coat tails. The entire landscape fading out into a solid black wall of nothingness. Holtz chirped in fear and stepped back a little as the sound of his voice echoed for miles into the depths of the void.

"...Never let go of that dream dear NiGHTS. God speed."

Chapter 2 will be completed soon :P

Windows To A Haunted Mind Chapter2 copyright of Lynne Triplett 1995-05.